Monday, April 7, 2008
well... i think today's a bad day. emotionally perhaps. ): errs... i had this serious weird dream this morning which had an emo impact on me? hahaha! i dreamt about two good buddies can! stupid i know but... basically i dreamt that kev went overseas, which he did, to study and nvr ever contacted each other. so sad. and they other one was merr. hahaha! weird i noe. he was the same case too, i think? if i hadn't remembered wrongly. LOL! and like at 4.58am this morning, i heard ambulance siren. i woke up, looked out of the window, saw no sign of an ambulance. probably dreaming or maybe it drove pass. argh! i hate the sound! ): at school.. it was alright i guess? lectures were fine... erm... it was a normal day for me luh. but slightly worst then normal. okay go figure out what i just said, cos i'm confusing myself. hahaha! : i was deciding whether to go for land training, cos i was quite tired. i went in the end and guess i had some fun. so little yay! (: many ppl left early though, so i paired up wif xiaoxuan. she came halfway throught the 2nd set i think? hmm... and mr loh was nice today! hahaha.. he changed the last cycle to smth fun. (: it was definitely slacker but train apes sia! cool... sigh... i've got lots of work to finish all by tonight. and honestly, i'm the type who wont give up my sleep for such work! ): it's not slacker but just... i don't wanna suffer the next day. hahaha! feeling tired in school and ppl start calling you emo. -.-" well but i do make exceptions for certain stuffs to sleep really really late. hahaha! hmm... and i'm still here blogging away, wasting life. ):
i belive good things don't come by tat easily! and i find it super unfair that certain ppl get what they wanna, but somehow, it just wouldn't work out for me. crap! probably cos the problem lies wif me huh? ): errs... and when ppl tell me i wont lose, deep down in me, i still think as if i'm already losing. why?? suck! let me perhaps hang on for another 2 weeks! yup! and see how things do. cos today, i got back math results, failed. i hated that feeling. i always get back bad results on bad days. which made that day worst worst worst!! ): and lenard just have to shout something sooooo *not at the right time to say* words!!! grrr... hahaha! but nvrmind, he's a funny guy. (: so for today, i feel that coffee don't work. so i shall just sleep when i really need to. (: bye folks. and i'm really considering making this site private, like soon. so only i can remind myself of great or bad times. wahahahahaha!!! (:
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you didn't give me a chance to start, just by planning the ending.(i've noo idea why this sentence came into my mind. just plain randomness)
man here's the.. (star...) 9:06 PM